Hi sweetheart. I truly apologize that I haven't replied to you until now. I live in the mountains and it can be hard for me to get internet. But I think we finally got it fixed at my house, so it should be much better. Thank God!
This is sooo tough. I completely understand that you love him with everything in you and you couldn't stand to lose him. All you can do, at this point, is be strong. Take each step as it comes to you. He's not going to go make a decision without you, so talk everything through together. If you haven't already, talk to him about all the stuff you told me about. Just let him know what you're feeling and that you're scared of losing him. It's only natural to have these emotions and reactions to news like this, that's just how it is. It's so crazy how we go day-by-day living pretty steady, scheduled, and busy lives. We always hear about things like this happening to other people on the news and through friends...but we never think we're the ones that it's going to happen to. Then all of the sudden, one day it comes out of no where. And it's always going to be at the least-convenient time. I guess that's just life. So the best thing we can do is just be strong and trust that God has it all under control. We just have to trust Him. I'll be praying for you guys. If you need annnything at all, you know where to find me. ;p love ya girl.
~*Kelsey*~